A new day has come

I was raised listening to Celine Dion and I looooooooove most of her songs (most NOT all!)

Have you ever heard a song sang by Celine Dion titled "A new day has come"? 

Well, everytime I heard this song, it reminds me of me... it defines me now... literally 

here's the lyric :~

I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear

Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all
But I was waiting for you

Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun

A new day has...come

Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
Hush, love

I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come

A new day has...come
Ohhh, a light... OOh

Mommy loves you son. 

errr should I say hello?

Hello.

Its been a while...

I was too busy parenting (not easy I tell you) and almost forget that I actually own a blog.

Yes. I have delivered my baby (alhamdulillah) on the 25th April 2013 (a day after my dad's birthday) at 7.13pm and IT'S A BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! (my instinct before was correct!)

I named him "MIKAEL SHAH"

Well, I have gone thru a c-section due to some complications..

I shall continue my birth story later...not in the mood to write :p

But

This is my baby... His first picture... Fresh from the oven ;D (he looks like me much)

Mommy falls in love with you before mommy met you son!

Welcome to this world....



And this is his current picture



already smiling... no more one sided love relationship kinda thing wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

till then love...

No. Not yet.

No. I havent delivered yet. Aaaaaarghh... 

I am not sure how many cm Ive dilated now but the pain is just like having mensus.. It comes and go... I believe that is what people call it contraction.

Anyways, I got a surprise today! Ive told my dad that I crave for iphone5 last 2 weeks (I seldom have food cravings since I got pregnant. Only my hubs does). Knowing that, he bought me a iphone5 todayyyy! Yayyy.. And texted me, 'Paps bought u iphone5 already and please deliver baby MS faster' . Hahaha okay papito. In syaa Allah... We love you moreee and more.....

the SURPRISE :D

Dear baby Ms, when are you coming out frommy tummy? Mommy wonders.......

Is it the time yet?

our baby MS is popping out anytime soon! In syaa Allah...

my cervix is only 1cm dilated at the moment.

Super scared! Super nervous! Waiting is painful I tell you.

till then..

the Baby Shower story

I am posting my sister's blog post about my baby shower (thanks sister! sorry for not telling :p)

Too lazy to write yet still want to blog lol

Thanks to the Sukris! Youre one of my greatest gift! Lublu

and my bffs, love ya to bits... 

So hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........

FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 15, 2013

Sarah's Baby Shower

Well..sedar tak sedar sarah, my not so little sister is already 7 months pregnant! Time sy gave birth to my baby fathiya hari tu sarah just had a miscarriage...cepatnya masa berlalu..my baby pun dah nk masuk 9-month old....bila nk blh jalan ni..cepat sikit boleh? u r a heavy baby ok! selalu nk dukung..pinggang ibu pun rasa nk patah ok..in fact im underweight now..dont u know that? hehe ngepekkk pulok..but im so happy to see u happy and healthy wpun a bit clingy (ambo pejam mato sajo)

sy terfikir nk organize a baby shower get together utk my not so little sister sehari sebelum chinese new year..tp memandangkan baby sy sgt clingy so sy meminta pertolongan sarah's friend to invite her other bbf..sb i wanted this event to be a very small and kawan yang terdekat and relatives sahaja..about 10ppl! i always think that my not so little sister is very lucky to have a very loyal + supportive friends around her! tu la kan..beberapa ramai org x suka kita..lagi ramai org yang suka..suka to be as a friend la! teringat pulak kt shrekkk :s never thought that horrible person does exists until i met shrek.. ok..lets skip this part..

the theme

i always wanted it to be something uncommon..fikir punya fikir..haaa buat color tiffany blue as sarah is expecting a baby BOY! then haaa theme breakfast at tiffany's pun ok jgk sy pun sgt suka cerita tu..hehe tp mcm x sesuai je pakai hitam petang2 tp nk buattttt jgk hahaha dont forget the pearls girls n LBD tooo! tp kebanyakkan invitees kan pakai tudung so up to them la nk interpret LBD tu mcm mano..

the venue

lets talk about the venue pulak..delicious dua residency ampang was the 1st place came to my mind as thats our family favorite place to makan2 sb makanan sedap n cosy..very relaxing..tapi as we organize it at 3pm so i decided to go for english afternoon tea..

the decorations

deco very simple mimple..sb sy tahu i wont have time to do smthg extravaganza sb i have a lifetime commitment (jaga baby) :D mmg x sempat nk kejar sana sini..so i just bought about 8 pcs of helium balloons (sadly color yang very close to tiffany blue pun tak adooooo) so ada sikit pun kira ok la..centerpiece pulak i just used my present to sarah on that day which was the diaper cake.. and the baby shower favor adalah superduper mini sarah & co cake + a pregnant belly cake..sarah seriously mengidam nak tgk pregnant belly cake on that day nasib baik la nadibakes sudi buat (wanted to tempah from cecelia tp dia busyyyyyy because our event fell a day b4 CNY) oh keciwanyaaaa but nadibakes punya cake pun not bad! tp at least ada pregnant belly cake tu sy dah bersyukur wpun not from cecelia's sb i could see sarah was really into that cake on that day..kalau x ada tu..mahu keluar airliur her baby nanti..hehe tq adam for the cake..and thanks everyone for making it a wonderful celebrations..

enjoy the pictures!

the online invitation card

the centerpiece

presents for the games session

baby shower favor

pregnant belly cake!

sarah  n her bbfs

sarah with aunties + adam + shaynaa

sarah with my baby fathiya!

makansss

sarah n adam

sarah n our lovely shaynnaaa

fathiya beronar! wanted to be near to ibu :D

our lovely mother to be yayahhhh

everyone!

Football Shoes

Baby MS is still in my tummy and daddy has already dedicated his new soccer shoes to his baby!

Okay. I totally do not understand his fetish towards football and football shoes ;S

Hello Hubs New Shoes!

The cake dream

I am cake fetish.

I have been forbidden to eat cake since I was 4th mths pregnant (my gynae said my weight gained is quite abnormal for my size). well its not really being forbid, its more to avoid I reckon. Lol

But me being me, I just started to follow gynae's advice last week (since my baby MS is said to be weight 2.4kg in only 8th mths pregnant) I freak out like h*** (refer to my previous 'the pregnancy story' post) Baby is said to grow aggressively towards labour. 

After almost a week I didnt consume ANY sort of cakes, I finally had a dream about cake last night. I even talk in my dream (husband told me). When we woke up for subuh prayer this morning, husband suddenly said 'sedapnya cake'. I was clueless at a moment. Knowing him, he doesnt into cakes so much.  Then I started to recall.....

1. I remember I dream about cake last night
2. I saw a very mouthwatering cake, a red velvet cake with a very thick cream cheese all over it. It looks scrumptious. Something like this

                                                             

     3. then I said 'sedapnya cake' and I know I said it out loud. 

         Not knowing that I actually said it in real life. 

Then both of us laughed! I know now that my cake  fetish is to this extent. Imma in big trouble!

baby boy or baby girl?

To preggers,

I know, in early pregnancy, this question is bombarding our mind like 24/7. Normally, we will know the gender in 5th mths above. But if we are lucky, we will know the gender of our baby in the 4th mths of pregnancy (thats the earliest!). If our baby "tak malu" my gynae said. haha...

In my case, we saw our baby's genital in my 5th mths of pregnancy. Our gynae said its 99percent correct. Well, we will see next month whether its true or not ;p InsyaAllah...

But for every mommy or mommy to be, we definitely will have an instinct whether we are carrying a boy or a girl. And I think my instinct in my early pregnancy (before I know the gender) was correct.

In my 1st,2nd,3rd and 4th months of pregnancy, my sickness wasnt that bad. My symptoms are/were:

• I will definitely vomit if I were hungry (hence, you know why I gained so much lol). I have to eat something as soon as I wake up. (Not anymore yay)

• I love to sleep! like a lot! (Till now :S)

• I didnt like the smell of my husband (he doesnt know this till now, but if you were reading this honey, I am soooooryyy, its not me! its our baby! I love youuuu). (Thank god it didnt last!)

• I loooooooooooove wearing my husband t-shirt. like everyday! to the extend, I will remind him not to wear those particular green t-shirt as I wanna wear it. As my tummy has gotten bigger, I stop wearing my husband t-shirt and that was when I was 6th mths pregnant.

• well, if you know me before this, you will definitely know that I am such a girly girly type but when I got pregnant, I super dislike wearing pink shirt or pink whatsoever. I love GREEN a lot!  

•  Dizziness was my bestfriend (not anymore!)

 *So you basically can guess the gender of  my baby right? ;p

the Pregnancy story

Well, I dont know where to start.

what I know now is I am now in my 8th months plus of pregnancy. 6 more weeks to 40 weeks to be precise..baby MS is doing well so far.. Alhamdulillah....

The truth is....

I am scared. Scared of labour. Scared of everything. What will it feel like? Will it hurt (silly question, i know), will it tear?, normal or c-section? Will it be a smooth process for me? How my baby will look like? Like the daddy? mommy?, Will i love him enough? will i be a good mother? Can i take care of my baby well? Those questions keep lingers in my head.on and on and on and on :S

The truth is....

This is actually my second pregnancy. I had a miscarriage last year, in May, when our first baby was nearly 3 months...the heartbeat couldn't be detected so we had to take the baby out. I went thru d&c. But Alhamdulillah, I got pregnant again 2months later. What amaze me was, we knew that I am pregnant when we were in Mecca to perform umrah.. Allah is great. He listens to our prayers. I believe that He replaces the lost one with a better one.  InsyaAllah.

The truth is....

We had a check up last wednesday and our gynae said that our baby is now 2.4kg. And he said that baby MS could grow up to more than 3kgs. He is afraid that 3kgs plus baby is too big for me. Thus, I have to control what I eat. no durian(easy, out of season d), no pizza(easy!not a big fan), no ice cream(thank god we do not have BR here) and NO CAKES! (This will be a hard time for meeeeeeeee as I will definitely say no to cakes before) Sob sob..But anything for you baby MS, mommy will try hard not to eat cakes. no matter how hard its gonna be... I love you baby MS!

current state of my tummy.. 

Come on!

Hello viewers,

Ive noticed a high volume of traffic on my blog these days. And I believe it is something that has to do with 'A celebrity' that want to make a so called 'comeback' (popularity menurun i guess)

Come on u guys. Is there a need to stalk her? Yeah. I know her photos are so 'no shame' or 'no dignity', and I do not give a **** also. But whyyyyyy there are still people put up my blog address on that page just to let people view my family photos? Whyy laaaaah! Do not associate me or our family with that celebrity anymore. It is just disgusting. Vomit face pleaseeeeeeeee.......