If you want me by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can�t tell dreams from truth
For it�s been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Are you really sure that you believe me
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really tried
To be a better one to satisfy you for you�re everything to me
And I'll do what you ask me
If you let me be free

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Happy Birthday Sabrina!

Bree!!! You're 2! Yay! Aunty yaya's niece is a big girl now!

Be good okay.. Have fun today~

Love you heaps. Muahxxxxx

:-D

Biggest mistake I've ever made in life. I was happy for a moment and got carried away or drifted away with emotions I would say.

Now I realize, its so WRONG and I just cant turn back to where its started neither go to him.

I am goin back to "my basics" which now has led me to the "other" him. The one and only him.

Cant point fingers as mine wasnt that clean. I was at fault too. Hope everything is going to be fine.

No one hurts I reckon. Or maybe 1 or 2 which I think it would only be temporary.

I know no one understands what I am trying to say now but trust me, neither do i. haha.

So u go guys! Love yourself more than you love others okay. You may have many options in front of you but choose wisely! You might look selfish but its for the best! Bless you.

Wth.

Its not a 8.30 am to 5.30pm job anymore.

Its a 8.45am to 6pm +++++ job! stress ok stress.

Need more and more and more chocs.

Diet.

Whats wrong with my diet?

I was on diet for 2 weeks then I makan nasi twice yesterday(just for a day for god's sake) and my tummy dah buncit.

Arghhhhh.......

Battlefield

It is true indeed, LOVE is like a battlefield.

Sometimes, you have to fight for it. You cant just give up if you really love that person.

Do something please!

WRONG

This is seriously SO WRONG. so freaking wrong. my god my god.

please be rational sarah please.

;(

Why does it have to be this complicated?

Can I just go back to the basics?

My my..... Running away wont definitely solve it.

But I seriously need a vacation and a good book. ;(

DISTRACTED!

OMG OMG OMG

It has been 4 days!!!! Both are being super EGO!

I am so DISTRACTED at work.

Go go away emotions~

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

:(

Why cant I have more time in this world. ;(