a song~

a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place or even a person. no matter what else had changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment..

a total lost

OMG OMG OMG!

I've heard a bad news about my previous car. It's tragic. It's no longer mine but somehow, someway, it has sadden me :(

Its a malaysian car, KELISA. My dad gave it as my PMR's pressie when I was in form 4 (YES, no driving licence yet :p). Ive been practicing a standard care of it when it was with me. No accident. Oh, there was. Once, 4months after I got the car. When I was busy texting my boyfie while DRIVING, I didnt focus on the road and BAM, I hit the car in front of me. Well, it was just a minor one. Surprisingly, nothing happened to that car but there's a minor scratch on kelisa ;)

Moral of the story: DONT TEXT and DRIVE.

Then I flew to Melbourne to pursue my study. No one has been using it since then.

And December last year, my parents has sold it to someone. I didnt have a chance to drive it for the last time. I cant remember when was the time I drove it.

Shockingly, yesterday, my sis told me that the kelisa had involved in an accident, after 2 months of getting a new owner. and it was a TOTAL LOST. Like seriously? Ive been using it for years and within 2 months with new owner, DANG! total lost?????

Well, maybe that kelisa didnt really want to be with new owner I guess. That kelisa prefer to vanish than being with another owner ;) ! How sweeeett... Sweet ke? hahaha..

Thats the end of kelisa's life. Bye bye kelisa. Thanks for transporting me thru my high school and college life :) Muuaaaahhhxxxxx...

This is the KELISA that I am talking about:

P/s: Nothing happen to the new owner (in case youre wondering) hehe

till then..

..sS..

If you want me by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can�t tell dreams from truth
For it�s been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Are you really sure that you believe me
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really tried
To be a better one to satisfy you for you�re everything to me
And I'll do what you ask me
If you let me be free

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Happy Birthday Sabrina!

Bree!!! You're 2! Yay! Aunty yaya's niece is a big girl now!

Be good okay.. Have fun today~

Love you heaps. Muahxxxxx

:-D

Biggest mistake I've ever made in life. I was happy for a moment and got carried away or drifted away with emotions I would say.

Now I realize, its so WRONG and I just cant turn back to where its started neither go to him.

I am goin back to "my basics" which now has led me to the "other" him. The one and only him.

Cant point fingers as mine wasnt that clean. I was at fault too. Hope everything is going to be fine.

No one hurts I reckon. Or maybe 1 or 2 which I think it would only be temporary.

I know no one understands what I am trying to say now but trust me, neither do i. haha.

So u go guys! Love yourself more than you love others okay. You may have many options in front of you but choose wisely! You might look selfish but its for the best! Bless you.

Wth.

Its not a 8.30 am to 5.30pm job anymore.

Its a 8.45am to 6pm +++++ job! stress ok stress.

Need more and more and more chocs.

Diet.

Whats wrong with my diet?

I was on diet for 2 weeks then I makan nasi twice yesterday(just for a day for god's sake) and my tummy dah buncit.

Arghhhhh.......

Battlefield

It is true indeed, LOVE is like a battlefield.

Sometimes, you have to fight for it. You cant just give up if you really love that person.

Do something please!

WRONG

This is seriously SO WRONG. so freaking wrong. my god my god.

please be rational sarah please.

;(

Why does it have to be this complicated?

Can I just go back to the basics?

My my..... Running away wont definitely solve it.

But I seriously need a vacation and a good book. ;(