:-D

Biggest mistake I've ever made in life. I was happy for a moment and got carried away or drifted away with emotions I would say.

Now I realize, its so WRONG and I just cant turn back to where its started neither go to him.

I am goin back to "my basics" which now has led me to the "other" him. The one and only him.

Cant point fingers as mine wasnt that clean. I was at fault too. Hope everything is going to be fine.

No one hurts I reckon. Or maybe 1 or 2 which I think it would only be temporary.

I know no one understands what I am trying to say now but trust me, neither do i. haha.

So u go guys! Love yourself more than you love others okay. You may have many options in front of you but choose wisely! You might look selfish but its for the best! Bless you.

Wth.

Its not a 8.30 am to 5.30pm job anymore.

Its a 8.45am to 6pm +++++ job! stress ok stress.

Need more and more and more chocs.

Diet.

Whats wrong with my diet?

I was on diet for 2 weeks then I makan nasi twice yesterday(just for a day for god's sake) and my tummy dah buncit.

Arghhhhh.......

Battlefield

It is true indeed, LOVE is like a battlefield.

Sometimes, you have to fight for it. You cant just give up if you really love that person.

Do something please!

WRONG

This is seriously SO WRONG. so freaking wrong. my god my god.

please be rational sarah please.

;(

Why does it have to be this complicated?

Can I just go back to the basics?

My my..... Running away wont definitely solve it.

But I seriously need a vacation and a good book. ;(

DISTRACTED!

OMG OMG OMG

It has been 4 days!!!! Both are being super EGO!

I am so DISTRACTED at work.

Go go away emotions~

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

:(

Why cant I have more time in this world. ;(

A new chapter begins

I am BACK. to the place that I think I belong. After months of "bertapa", I finally came out of my hiding place (told ya I will make a comeback! ;p) Well, I was not actually hiding, I was actually trying to cope with my new ....hmm... I could say situation maybe? Many things happened since my last post. I came back to Msia for good, I went for interview (a big YES), hang out with family, friends, date and more date with boyfie, went Bangkok, my sister's majlis merisik and bla bla bla...

I wonder, why wouldnt I have more time in this world?

March 1st 2010 - Its about time to be a responsible person after 2 months honeymoon-ing. Making a living on my own. Working as an Auditor in an accounting firm. Thats what I am going to do for now. 8.30 am to 5.30 pm JOB.

Yes, working with family grants you many positive things but I have chosen not to do it. at least for now. Its not that I dont want to but I just want to try working with someone that I dont know AT ALL. Me, myself, not so sure whether I can manage it or not, but at least I am willing to try to be independent. Hm.. Lets see how thing goes after this. Wish me luck please? I really need it. GO sarah GO!

..sS..

Away~

..sS.. needs to do some mental and physical adjustments and undoubtedly will make a comeback soon ~

Till then.

Mmwahs...