Thank you Allah for your blessings.

Hmmm...

I could say my life is pretty content at the moment. I've been blessed with

1) Happy family (Alhamdulillah. The Sukris, we always have each other to take care of one another, remember that)

2) Dream job (I've been wanting to work in a bank since college and here I am, with Kuwait Finance House, a foreign islamic bank) however, I'm looking for more opportunities in the near future to boost up my career ladder, insyaAllah)

3) Dream car (well, its not a super expensive machine but I do loooove it so much) my car is actually a blast from the past! haha

4) Pretty stable relationship (I shall keep this to myself) hehe ;p

Thank you Allah for your blessings. Everyone should count their blessings, there's gotta be more to life than just chasing down every temporary high. Sooner or later, each and everyone of us will someday leave the world. Till that time comes, it is our duty to do what we do best, help others in need, live life to the fullest, cherish each day, count our blessings and the most important thing is to prepare ourselves for the afterlife. I remember this saying " dari DIA kita datang dan kepadanya kita kembali"

Wallahualam.

Salam Aidilfitri :)

Salam.

Its been a while since I last posted. Been busy. Or konon busy I would say. Haha.. Ops, before I
forget, Salam Aidilfitri to all muslims, Maaf Zahir & Batin.

My raya was awesome, being with family and celebrating it with them, oh minus the busy parents part. This year is also my first year giving away "duit raya" and yeah, I am officially broke in case you are wondering.

Today is our 11th day of Syawal and today is my 7th week working with KUWAIT FINANCE HOUSE. I like to work here. Somehow the environment is different than the company that I used to work with. Well, who cares. :D eh I do!

Okay, Im off to bed. Need to get my 7hours beauty sleep! (oh yes, it was 8hours before, minus it since raya :p)

Salam Aidilfitri from US

Till then.

..sS..

a song~

a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place or even a person. no matter what else had changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment..

a total lost

OMG OMG OMG!

I've heard a bad news about my previous car. It's tragic. It's no longer mine but somehow, someway, it has sadden me :(

Its a malaysian car, KELISA. My dad gave it as my PMR's pressie when I was in form 4 (YES, no driving licence yet :p). Ive been practicing a standard care of it when it was with me. No accident. Oh, there was. Once, 4months after I got the car. When I was busy texting my boyfie while DRIVING, I didnt focus on the road and BAM, I hit the car in front of me. Well, it was just a minor one. Surprisingly, nothing happened to that car but there's a minor scratch on kelisa ;)

Moral of the story: DONT TEXT and DRIVE.

Then I flew to Melbourne to pursue my study. No one has been using it since then.

And December last year, my parents has sold it to someone. I didnt have a chance to drive it for the last time. I cant remember when was the time I drove it.

Shockingly, yesterday, my sis told me that the kelisa had involved in an accident, after 2 months of getting a new owner. and it was a TOTAL LOST. Like seriously? Ive been using it for years and within 2 months with new owner, DANG! total lost?????

Well, maybe that kelisa didnt really want to be with new owner I guess. That kelisa prefer to vanish than being with another owner ;) ! How sweeeett... Sweet ke? hahaha..

Thats the end of kelisa's life. Bye bye kelisa. Thanks for transporting me thru my high school and college life :) Muuaaaahhhxxxxx...

This is the KELISA that I am talking about:

P/s: Nothing happen to the new owner (in case youre wondering) hehe

till then..

..sS..

If you want me by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova

Are you really here or am I dreaming
I can�t tell dreams from truth
For it�s been so long since I have seen you
I can hardly remember your face anymore
When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence
I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Are you really sure that you believe me
When others say I lie
I wonder if you could ever despise me
When you know I really tried
To be a better one to satisfy you for you�re everything to me
And I'll do what you ask me
If you let me be free

If you want me satisfy me
If you want me satisfy me

Happy Birthday Sabrina!

Bree!!! You're 2! Yay! Aunty yaya's niece is a big girl now!

Be good okay.. Have fun today~

Love you heaps. Muahxxxxx

:-D

Biggest mistake I've ever made in life. I was happy for a moment and got carried away or drifted away with emotions I would say.

Now I realize, its so WRONG and I just cant turn back to where its started neither go to him.

I am goin back to "my basics" which now has led me to the "other" him. The one and only him.

Cant point fingers as mine wasnt that clean. I was at fault too. Hope everything is going to be fine.

No one hurts I reckon. Or maybe 1 or 2 which I think it would only be temporary.

I know no one understands what I am trying to say now but trust me, neither do i. haha.

So u go guys! Love yourself more than you love others okay. You may have many options in front of you but choose wisely! You might look selfish but its for the best! Bless you.

Wth.

Its not a 8.30 am to 5.30pm job anymore.

Its a 8.45am to 6pm +++++ job! stress ok stress.

Need more and more and more chocs.

Diet.

Whats wrong with my diet?

I was on diet for 2 weeks then I makan nasi twice yesterday(just for a day for god's sake) and my tummy dah buncit.

Arghhhhh.......

Battlefield

It is true indeed, LOVE is like a battlefield.

Sometimes, you have to fight for it. You cant just give up if you really love that person.

Do something please!

WRONG

This is seriously SO WRONG. so freaking wrong. my god my god.

please be rational sarah please.

;(

Why does it have to be this complicated?

Can I just go back to the basics?

My my..... Running away wont definitely solve it.

But I seriously need a vacation and a good book. ;(

DISTRACTED!

OMG OMG OMG

It has been 4 days!!!! Both are being super EGO!

I am so DISTRACTED at work.

Go go away emotions~

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

:(

Why cant I have more time in this world. ;(

A new chapter begins

I am BACK. to the place that I think I belong. After months of "bertapa", I finally came out of my hiding place (told ya I will make a comeback! ;p) Well, I was not actually hiding, I was actually trying to cope with my new ....hmm... I could say situation maybe? Many things happened since my last post. I came back to Msia for good, I went for interview (a big YES), hang out with family, friends, date and more date with boyfie, went Bangkok, my sister's majlis merisik and bla bla bla...

I wonder, why wouldnt I have more time in this world?

March 1st 2010 - Its about time to be a responsible person after 2 months honeymoon-ing. Making a living on my own. Working as an Auditor in an accounting firm. Thats what I am going to do for now. 8.30 am to 5.30 pm JOB.

Yes, working with family grants you many positive things but I have chosen not to do it. at least for now. Its not that I dont want to but I just want to try working with someone that I dont know AT ALL. Me, myself, not so sure whether I can manage it or not, but at least I am willing to try to be independent. Hm.. Lets see how thing goes after this. Wish me luck please? I really need it. GO sarah GO!

..sS..

Away~

..sS.. needs to do some mental and physical adjustments and undoubtedly will make a comeback soon ~

Till then.

Mmwahs...

2010

Happy New Year to all~

Bye bye 2009 and Welcome 2010.

Where did I celebrate new year? hm.. I was in Melbourne. Watching fireworks from home (Its from Fed square perhaps ;). I dont normally celebrate new year. I guess its a ritual for my family and I. Back home, My family and I will perform solat hajat at Papa's office together with his staffs on the new year's eve itself. Thats all. Nothing extraordinary.

Anyways, I dont really have new year resolutions or whatsoever (as always). But I unquestionably want this year to be better. Better than last year ( no more dramas okay ).

P/s: 2009 was a great year tho. Happiest year of my life in terms of family, education and relationship. hehe.. (oh, minus that shrek stuffs.how could I forget this ;D)

Have a good year you guys! Mmwahs...

Love,
..sS..